Belkira the Tulip wrote:
Princess Dyadem wrote:
I think I agree though that I could use a different hobby, one that releives the OoT of my presence.
Just so you don't think I'm asking you to leave...
No I never got that impression at all...honestly I've been trying to think of anything that could help me get away from here, and back out in the world that I do try so hard to avoid. I feel I've become to 'comfortable' around here...sort of like the one-trick pony that Anna/BT have decided to label me as, not that they're wrong I suppose.
I do rather enjoy the conversations that float around here though, as it gives me some sense that the rest of the world is as screwed up as I am and that makes me feel the smallest bit satisfied.
Basically I admit I've used the OoT has a crutch to fool myself into staying inside at the computer day after day, instead of enjoying the last years I have left. BT really doesnt have to wait long for me to die...I hope he knows that.