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#1 Sep 09 2004 at 4:49 PM Rating: Decent
why is life so bad whay does it turn dark everytime you see the light.

i am addicted to starwars - but cannot play

i have no internet connection in my house i recently lost my job and i'm just a tad bit peed

i'm trying to find a job at the moment but i only need a job to pay my bills and get back online

i care nothing of having a social life at the moment when i was playing swg i was accually content with life working long hours during the day and playing all the way through the night

days off were mostly spent 12 hours sleep - 12 hours play til i had to be back in work and i used to love that.

but now it feels like everything has gone down the gutter and i feel like i'm being dragged across the floor.

the only people i can count on at the moment are my close frinds who live in the same area as me.

but i do vow to get back online and back into swg and when that happens i'll have a nice new account and i will grind through profs like no-one has before. i can succesfully play a agme for about 4 days straight before feeling the lag of the burning eyes and the "not being able to move kneck"

i'm sure everyone knows this feeling

sorry about all this lonbg writting but i don't sleep well and i have a lot of useless stuff that runs through my head.

catch ya soon and have fun

tooplass
#2 Sep 09 2004 at 4:58 PM Rating: Good
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goto a club and meet people. or somthin in that sort.
#3 Sep 09 2004 at 4:58 PM Rating: Decent
Friend of my family just died a painful death of having her bowels become all twisted up causing **** to back up and collapsing her lungs. My third funeral in 3 weeks.

I don't know why life is crap.

You sound depressed.
#4 Sep 09 2004 at 5:03 PM Rating: Good
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yes he does...i hav never seen an acutal depressed person. play sports, hav fun, do what you like, hang with friends...thats all you need to do.

also i love life...its fun! (im very optimistic)
#5 Sep 09 2004 at 5:07 PM Rating: Decent
:( When i get sad, i play with a trunk monkey.....


Heres a cookie....... :) cheer up!
#6 Sep 09 2004 at 6:05 PM Rating: Good
tooplass wrote:
...days off were mostly spent 12 hours sleep - 12 hours play til i had to be back in work and i used to love that.

but now it feels like everything has gone down the gutter and i feel like i'm being dragged across the floor...


What you're experiencing is Life telling you to "Wake up!" Expand your horizons! You're in Swansea, for God's sake!

"Swansea is a world of secret charms. Take time to explore Swansea's hidden depths - medieval Salubrious Passage with live jazz and dusty Dylan Thomas Book store;
the breathtaking panoramic view of the bay from Marine Walk, Townhill or Kilvey;
the bayside ice-cream parlours such as Joe's, Verdi's or the kiosks at Blackpill, West Cross and Limeslade Bay;
fresh cockles with vinegar from Swansea Market;
the lighthouse and the crazy lighthouse;
the Slip Bridge view of the sands backed by the elegant, white, art noveau clock tower of Swansea Guildhall;
a stroll down Mumbles pier to the quaint red-roofed lifeboat museum;
the Swiss cottage at Singleton Park;
the fishermen's cottages that roll down to the boats which litter the promenade in Oystermouth.

Along Gower peninsular, almost every step you take treads upon secrets which have lain undiscovered since Neolithic times, every cove and stone you touch has an associated legend or its own true story to tell." http://www.welshwales.co.uk/swansea_city_life.htm

Wake up! If nothing else, take up fishing!
#7 Sep 09 2004 at 6:10 PM Rating: Good
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Life Sucks then you Die. But actually you can make life good, if life is bad for you then you have to change it. If you cant, you have to try till you get it right. Either way Life is much better then death, and death is bad.
#8 Sep 09 2004 at 7:30 PM Rating: Decent
Death could be a good thing, if it ends his problems. Not certainly your best option though, and not one i promote by any means. But Misery loves company and it seems as if misery found a companion... short term or long term he/she can decide that. Worse comes to worse some xtc , couple of beers and a party with attractive opposite sex can cure some things. Adios
#10 Sep 09 2004 at 7:45 PM Rating: Decent
Everyones entitled to their opinion. But thank you ^^ I strive for it =D
#11 Sep 09 2004 at 7:50 PM Rating: Good
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Death could be a good thing, if it ends his problems


No it doesnt end problems. It doesnt do ****, when your dead, your dead, It didnt end problems you never have problems to began with when your dead. And you dont have ****, you dont think, or dream, Nothing. Not that I know, but Im almost sure of it because I think its like blacking out, and if you faint or black out you when you wake up you know that during that time you didnt hear, feel, see, know, do anything.

And problems are meant to be fixed as rules are meant to be broken.

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not one i promote by any means


I know you werent promoting it, just lettin you know Death doesnt fix anything. Infact it will just cause more problems for the people close to you. (unless you are rich as hell and they get millions of dollars, but in that case they will probably end up killing you)
#12 Sep 10 2004 at 12:44 AM Rating: Decent
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Death could be a good thing, if it ends his problems


geez dude i'm not that depressed i just feel a bit sh1te @ the mo

i'd hate to see what u'd do when u get depressed sheesh i'm a bit cheered up now knowing i'm not the most stupid person here.

don't u dare try and ***** back at me cos i have had a lot of people i know commit suicide because of the volunteer work which i do.

BTW thats for the points of veiw everyone else but making freinds normaaly costs money and thats something i don't have at the moment.

but will soon there is a plan in place and there will be fun with it.

hopefully gonna score a job thats has like 12-14hr shifts which would be good for me cos where long hours come in so does the pay for it.

work 14 hours a day - sleep for two - play swg for 8 hours.

if that plan comes into play i will be happy.
#13 Sep 10 2004 at 6:38 AM Rating: Decent
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geez dude i'm not that depressed


think about it, suicide has had some bad press over the years sure, but it has its plus points
#14 Sep 10 2004 at 6:56 AM Rating: Good
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#15 Sep 10 2004 at 2:31 PM Rating: Good
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I tried suicide once, it was fun actually till the actual death part that is a bit of a downer.

But death isn't the handicap it used to be.


Edited, Fri Sep 10 15:32:12 2004 by TheDave
#16 Sep 10 2004 at 5:11 PM Rating: Decent
I thought this guy didn't have an internet conncection?
#17 Sep 10 2004 at 5:24 PM Rating: Good
library?
#18 Sep 10 2004 at 5:36 PM Rating: Decent
tooplas, sorry for my joke earlier, it was in poor taste, i should have been more serious on the subject and realise that i wasn't helpful

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why is life so bad whay does it turn dark everytime you see the light.

i am addicted to starwars - but cannot play

i have no internet connection in my house i recently lost my job and i'm just a tad bit peed

i'm trying to find a job at the moment but i only need a job to pay my bills and get back online

i care nothing of having a social life at the moment when i was playing swg i was accually content with life working long hours during the day and playing all the way through the night

days off were mostly spent 12 hours sleep - 12 hours play til i had to be back in work and i used to love that.

but now it feels like everything has gone down the gutter and i feel like i'm being dragged across the floor.

the only people i can count on at the moment are my close frinds who live in the same area as me.

but i do vow to get back online and back into swg and when that happens i'll have a nice new account and i will grind through profs like no-one has before. i can succesfully play a agme for about 4 days straight before feeling the lag of the burning eyes and the "not being able to move kneck"

i'm sure everyone knows this feeling

sorry about all this lonbg writting but i don't sleep well and i have a lot of useless stuff that runs through my head.


hows about you grow a pair and fu[/i]ck off?

[i]Edited, Fri Sep 10 18:39:46 2004 by Dracoid
#19 Sep 10 2004 at 6:31 PM Rating: Default
Nashua wrote:
i hav never seen an acutal depressed person.


That is because they stay at home all day sleeping and thinking of ways to kill themselves.

Not to mention that you are under 18 and depression usually manifests itself in late adolescence. This means that you wouldn't see much of it in high school.

1 in 6 people will be affected by at least one episode of major depression (that is one of many kinds) in their lifetime. An episode usually lasts about a month, and usually they recur.

It sucks, I've been there. The last thing you can do is overcome it by being optimistic. Your self-esteem plummets and (for no apparant reason) life isn't worth living anymore.

I'd rather live my life with 1 arm than live it depressed. Let me emphasize again. This isn't being sad, this is being devastated when there is nothing wrong! I have been fortunate to have a really good life so far. I've graduated from a good university with a double major in psychology and philosophy. I have a very good job and a side business with a friend of mine. At 23 years old I am currently making around 75k a year. I have a wonderful family, and no disabilities or illnesses except for depression. I am not overweight. I have had a girlfriend for almost a year now. Sounds good right? I wanted to die. Literally. That is what being depressed is like. It took me 5 years to find the right medication but I finally did. What do you know, I can enjoy things again.

Don't take it lightly bud.
#20 Sep 10 2004 at 11:53 PM Rating: Decent
1.) Write in a journal/blog. Or write a short story/novel/comic/script.

2.) Do artwork. Doesn't matter what it is, what it looks like, or how you do it, even if you don't think you can do it, try it. It will make you feel better. You'd be surprised.

3.) Sleep it off.

4.) Let it work itself out.

5.) Do volunteer work.
#21 Sep 11 2004 at 7:01 AM Rating: Decent
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5.) Do volunteer work.


Homer Simpson wrote:
you know those volouteers don't even get paid?
#22 Sep 11 2004 at 9:01 AM Rating: Decent
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You are thinking too much about things.
Sounds like you are coming down with a case of Responsibility.
The main cure for that is to do lots of drugs.
Then in a blind stupour.... roll down to your nearest neighborhood ghetto and look at the happyness that those people are living in. Be glad that soon you'll have lot's of company.

I also find talking to the 40-50 year olds working at convienience stores helps. Just look at the joy and wonder in their eyes... you'll understand that one day you can be as happy as they are....if only you share in their hopes and aspirations.
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#23 Sep 11 2004 at 10:49 AM Rating: Decent
Go for a good run it will surpirse you how well you feel after a good run. Or just go outside and take a look at the surroundings.
#24 Sep 11 2004 at 3:19 PM Rating: Decent
Yeah well I just scratced my car and once my parents come home and I tell them I'm completly screwed. Damn life does suck.
#25 Sep 11 2004 at 3:54 PM Rating: Decent
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I tell them I'm completly screwed


keep it up trunks
#26 Sep 11 2004 at 5:26 PM Rating: Decent
Get some lexipro(sp?) Find a GF, get a dog, get a cat, "accidently" run over a squirrel, find a single player game that doesn't take an internet connection, most importantly though, GET A LIFE! Living in a game just doesn't cut it, maybe when we get some serious virtual reality helmets or something....
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