;_; Awww. I know that feeling. I have been lucky not to have my crafting successes, small as they may be, crushed, but, many people laugh when I express my joy at the simple things in Vana'diel.
For instance, it was a typical Lightsday evening in Sky... until. My eyes lifted and focused on the sky as colors began lighting it up. A few members of my LS were about to enter the palace and I shouted, "Wait wait, come out here and look! The sky, it's... it's..."
A few members sighed, others scolded me, "??? > Ya, happens a lot up here. C'mon, let's go!!!". I didn't go... not immediately. I love the adventures my LS goes on, hunting down great beasts and all, but that night, I saw the aururas(sp) for my first time over Sky. It was so spectacular.
I wish that others would be like the little Taru WHM in the story. Often I feel a certain connection with her, because that's kinda how I am. I posted a story in this thread before, and since them, I too have aquired the first 3 teleports. I was kinda forced into leveling my WHM job, but now, I can jump all over the world (well, almost all over). I long to explore again, to journey through every place in Vana'diel. For a 75BRD/WHM, this is dangerous, but, I manage it. Perhaps, one day, I'll find others to explore with me too :)