T_T I found this in someone's signature and was moved after reading it. FF11 isn't the first online game I played, but, it's been the most fun.
It was a long time ago that I began my journey in Windurst. A young Mithra thief, I was taken in by all the wonderous sights. My days as a thief were short lived though. Think of it this way. When you are surrounded by a magic-wielding Tarutarus, you can't help but be curious. I still wanted to draw swords so I began practicing as a red magling.
Sarutabaruta(sp) was my home for months. I guess I was scared, or felt alone. That all changed when I applied at the guard house. They were looking for new recruits, literally picking adventurers off the streets. They asked me to visit some ruins in the towers. I had seen these towers, wondered what they could be, but I was no match for the goblins who roamed within.
One day, I was wandering the fields when I saw an elvann and tarutaru running by. Despirate for help, I asked them to wait. As luck would have it, they too had recently joined and were on the same mission. Our changes for success grew, minus the bad navigation of the elvann. To this day, I never let elvanns be my guide.
We accomplished the mission, I don't recall much of it anymore, and returned home. They were my first friends. They were the first people to invite me to a linkshell. Finally, I learned what those colored dots were. Hah, I didn't know why people had money bags beside their name either, let alone know I could buy items from them.
We did some adventuring together, but again I struck out alone, wanting to see more. Eventually, I learned about spells I'd gain if I leveled my job. So I set out to the Canyon. Before then, I'd never met many high level people. I saw them run across the desert, seemingly tapping things to kill them. My parties meanwhile, attacked Dhamels. Heh, I can remember the first time someone told me about them.
When I came to the Canyon, it was with a group. I was scared and begged them to slow down. I must not have had a map or something. The twists and turns left me disoriented. I know where we camped today, and laugh when I realize how easy I can navigate the area. But back then, it was dusty, I was uncertain, and we were about to fight new monsters. When I saw the dhamel charging in, I was scared. But we managed.
I started to gain more confidence. I traveled to the canyon more, began learning the directions. Then, one day, I ventured further north. That's when I saw it. The Crag of Mea. I had seen Holla's crag in the opening scene, but this time I was really standing in front of one. I tried looking up to see how high it went, but it was huge! The maze to the east would be my next stop. It was also where I started to realize the need for groups to grow stronger.
Throughout my time in Vana'diel, I always tried to play in character. It was hard to do in groups. Some didn't appreciate it, others said I was wasting time. But, I never let it get to me. I was a kitty red magling (yes magling). I was determined to do it my way.
I don't recall how many months I spent in just those three places. Now-a-days, someone would laugh at my progress, or lack there of; but I know I enjoyed it. I still had my friends, and more in the linkshell. They would occassionally level with me too. One day, a warrior approched me. I was wondering the canyon. I think I finally had enough of experience grinding, and decided to solo things, even if it took weeks to gain a new level. If I had a partner, I could work faster, so I accepted his company. The warrior had seen lands I had only read about. When he offered me the chance to visit the Dunes, I accepted.
We set out on what was the most awesome adventure I ever had. Buburimu Peninsula was full of nasty stuff, but I remember he taught me how to avoid goblins, and we safely made it to Mhaura. I wasn't upset with not getting to explore the peninsula more. All the goblins had made me too nervious, so I figured the whirlwind tour was plenty. The warrior showed me to the ship. "This ship travels across the ocean to Selbina." he said. Selbina is of course connected to the Dunes. I was nervious so he accompanied me, even paid my fare I think. We waited for the ship to arrive.
"Before we get on, I need to tell you something." He told me the ship wasn't exactly the safest mode of transportation. I cursed myself for going this far. I had no way of getting back to the safe gates of Windurst now, and here this guy is telling me there might be pirates and worse!?! I got aboard the ship and we were off.
The cargo hold isn't the most fun place to stay if you're a mithra like me. I wanted to go up top and see the ocean. The warrior sighed but agreed to accompany me. We walked to the top of the stair way. I heard the sounds of swords clashing. The warrior demanded I stay back, so I cowered at the bottom of the stairs. He opened the door. .... ..... His hand had barely let go of the handle when it happened. After my eyes adjusted to the sunlight, I saw the most terrifying figure in front of my guide. "Get back" he shouted. They were his last words. The Sea Horror as they call it, stuck him down in a single blow. I was terrified. I ran down below as the monster continued its destruction on deck.
In Selbina, mages laid the falled adventurers' bodies along the dock, my friend among them. They began chanting strange words and suddenly, they brave warrior was alive again. I wanted to go back, but not on that ship. He seemed fine about the ordeal, I meanwhile was tramatized. He showed my the dunes. I'd never seen so many people collected in one place. "These people are all awaiting parties. You should join one too." And that's what I did, until I finally worked up the courage to return to Mhaura.
{OOC: Gosh this is long >.<}
I had recently learned about "sub-jobs". It was interesting how people could use TWO jobs at once. Obviously I hadn't leveled any other job before, so I wasn't in a rush. I met a tarutaru and hume also searching for the items. I see the tarutaru occassionally to this day. The hume was her friend, a much higher level paladin. He was helping her kill Bogy's. He offered to help me too.
I had my subjob at last. Now I wanted my chocobo. My linkshell friends told me Jeuno was the place to go. Returning to the dunes, I set off to Sandy Oreo. (That's not a typo, that IS what I call it.) I too saw my first rainbow arch across the sky over the Crag of Holla. And finally, I reached Sandy Oreo. It was like a huge castle. But I wasn't happy with how rude most of their citizens were and with the advice of my linkshell, I prepared to run to Jeuno via Jugner Forest.
They told me if I avoided monsters, I could make it. I tried once. Halfway through Jugner, my heart racing, I musta stepped on a branch because the next thing I knew, I was back in Sandy. The second time, I made it. Narrowly avoiding the goblins, I even came face to face with a lightning elemental. It scared me almost as much as the Sea Horror had. It's silly when I think of all the things I was afraid to do, that now, I take for granted. My trip wasn't over yet. To my displeasure, I had one more area to clear.
I unfolded my map. Having had good luck staying almost the walls in Jugner, I decided to use the same strategy. It proved well, up until a few yards outside of Jeuno's great bridges. I could see the ruins ahead. But then, I saw a large black tiger. I literally almost ran straight into it's open maw. It must not have been my time, for the tiger ignored me and I raced to the gates as quickly as I could.
"I'm in Jeuno!!! I'm in Jeuno!!!" I shouted. Again, I can't recall how long it took to get there. It was maybe a year ago. So, that means, 4 months I guess. In 4 months, I'd still not reached Lv20, and I was only now stepping foot into the great city of Jeuno. I was in awe. Like others before me, I wandered the streets, forgetting all about the chocobo.
{ >.< This is REALLY getting to be long... Bare with me please... I can't help be feel like that Tarutaru WHM did... }
I got my chocobo, and again, overjoyed with my acheivement, I let my linkshell know. They were happy for me. Many of them were making it to Jeuno now. I think it was around this time, I journeyed back to my home in Windurst. It had been months since I was last there. The trees and waterways were soothing. It was on my way home it happened. I had read about a notorious monster, a crawler called Spiny Spipi. I never imagined I'd meet him. Boco, my chocobo, reared up, giving a loud "Kwue" as the yellow beast appeared. I stared at him. Could it be, Spiny Spipi?!? I saw another approaching. It was now or never. I jumped from Boco, and cast my spell. I drove my sword through the beast, slaying it. The Mist Silk Cape I had wanted for some time was finally mine. It still is today.
{ Fast-forward time }
The level-grind got worse. I too fell behind most in my LS. I played every day, but I didn't want to level all the time. I was still finding my place in Vana'diel. I played in Quifm (another interesting first time), witnessed to horrors of Wraiths killing scores of adventurers every evening. I hated it. The people in my LS laughed. "Just wait until you get to the jungle." They were right. I hated the jungles even more. About that time, I learned of advanced jobs. Those who know me know I LOVE Carbuncle-sama! I'm the one who shouts in Jeuno asking for a plushy Carbuncle-sama doll at times. It's fun.
I wanted to be a summoner, and once I reached Lv30, I went for it. This was still before the trial-size avatar battles, but I didn't care. "I want to be with Carbuncle-sama forever," was my response. I didn't care how people spoke of him. I was so happy when I finally had the summoner job, and eventually I did, with the help of my LS, collect the avatars. I played the solo fights, but they buffed me and gave me pointers. Scariest fights ever, the music, the area, SCARY!!!
Everyone was a summoner now... Not only that, but, I wanted to fight. I wanted Carbuncle-sama to fight. "Summoner, you're a healer yes? White mage?" I hated it. "I'll let you join my party, we need a healer." Why??? "You sub red mage? No white mage job?" Why not?!? I'm a summoner. I'd had enough.
I returned to Jeuno. It had become my home, like it was for so many others. I was lost. I began whining to my linkshell for help. They were getting stronger, boosting of hundreds of thousands of gil. I was lucky to have 10 thousand if even. "If you want gil, you should become a bard and do BCNM40 with us. You'll make millions." It was to good an offer to pass up. I accepted, and became a bard.
Today, I carry about nine instruments. I sing tales of adventures I've had in Jeuno, and enjoy adventuring. I never knew I'd go this far. It was hard starting from scratch. Bards were scarce. No one really wanted us around. I again became lonely and solo'd much of my early levels. I rode to the Dunes again. It was worse this time. The first time I was there, dying didn't really matter. Everyone died eventually out there. But now, I got ticked at the slightest errors. I refused to join parties who acted rash, or who were too pushy. Eventually, I made it. I leveled in Quifm again, but when it came time to return to Khazam's jungles, I refused. My red mage job is still the level it was almost a year ago. Khazam was the last place I trained it. I was enjoying being a bard too much to ruin it now. I shouted for days in Jeuno, begging to change the old ways. "Seeking adventurers! Let's team up outside Jeuno instead!" Finally, a group of people accepted. They bravely followed me into Sauromugue Champaign. The experience wasn't great, but we were having fun.
Eventually I became Lv40. That was my goal right? The others in my linkshell had already amassed millions from farming this and that. After playing the BCNM40 a few rounds, I became a pro at it, and was bored. When you can win with your damage dealer disconnecting mid-battle, and narrowly miss horde lullaby, trust me, you get very bored of it. Several people would send tells. I hated it. They didn't care about me as a character. They just wanted a bard, and I was available. I have never played BCNM40 again to this day.
As the economy in-game began to inflate, I grew tired of the system and openly protested people's ways. Even to those in my linkshell, I grew bitter and attacked them too. Driving away the friends I had made, I stopped equipping the pearl, and continued to level. Eventually I returned, because I could find no other people as kind as they were. I decided to agree to disagree, and enjoy the friendship we had.
Anyways, since Nov '03 when I started, I've seen many many areas of Vana'diel. I love to stroll through different places, taking in the sights, just enjoying myself. I leave my stats open for people to see, even though I have to turn down invites because I'm in the middle of a quest. Today, I've finally collected all my artifact armor, defeated the Shadow Lord, and have made countless friendships. But I'm still the same as the little mithra thief who left Windurst one day. I still have my adventurous spirit.
I feel like that Tarutaru white mage in a way. I try my best to always stay in character, and to enjoy being in Vana'diel. I think others have appreciated the humor I bring to my parties. I even get them to play along. Of course, for me, it's as if it were natural. And so, I say to you, should you come across me, Myuui the Huggable, Fluffable Kitty Bard, explore and adventure. This is Vana'diel, my home, and my joy. Share it with me =^..^=b.
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Myuui, BRD61/RDM30(32) of Alexander
The huggable, fluffable kitty.
Paragon of Bard Excellence.