Wow...this reminds me of why I quit way back when.
When I first started, I remember running around outside Windurst, leveling off of Rarabs and the crabs, watching all the people fish off the side of the cliff as I went. I was a Mithran Warrior named Rorey, and I'd never had so much fun in my life. I remember trying to run around with the mouse, and I remember before heading out to Tahrongi that I figured out how to move around and play without the mouse at all, and how I used that setup for the rest of the game.
Most of all, though, I remember a little Tarutaru Black Mage.
I can't even remember his name, as shameful as it is. But I met him when I was trying out White Mage, and saw him getting beat on by a bee in Western Sarutabaruta. I healed him, smiled, and he thanked me. And then I just kind of followed him a bit and healed him when he got hurt. We weren't even partied. I just enjoying being able to help someone that much. After a few battles he laughed and danced around me and invited me into a party. That was the start, and I don't think I'll ever forget it.
Later, him, myself, and a Windurstian Hume, Devin? Devlin? I just called him Dev...we all started an LS together. It was silly, and had no one but us three, but we had all sorts of adventures. We leveled off of Dhalmel and Maze Makers until 15 -16. We tried to do the subjob quest in Buburimu, but gave up and went to Valkurm later on. We leveled in the Pen for a little while, too. Dev would always be farming for Dhalmel Meat and Hides to sell on Auction, not to mention doing things I considered impossible back then (he really WAS nuts - he'd solo three EM's and win as a low-level Warrior) and the Tarutaru would always be doing something interesting, usually with Dev. *laughs* I'll never forget how he always greeted me with a "Hey Rorrr! ;)" It was silly, but something about it made me feel really good when I logged on, like I had people who cared that I was there around me, despite how little I was able to help or be of use near the end.
See, I leveled too slowly (I logged about 1.5x the hours they did and held 1/2 their levels - still dunno why), and it wasn't long before I was outpaced. They still loved to talk with me, and I enjoyed it a lot as well, but it was hard listening to the two of them chat about Yhoator while I was halfway through Qufim. I eventually left that LS, despite being the owner, and joined another. Later on, I invited them into it as well. Then the LS I had joined turned into a train-station, and I left everyone, including them.
While leveling Samurai, I met someone I really loved to have around and talk to - he was one of the most intelligent and down-right witty people I'd ever met, and I counted him as one of the best friends I've ever had. Once again, it was a three-person LS, and I loved the people, but they leveled over me quickly, and I got bored and frustrated again. That's when I gave him and the other person in the LS all of my things and money and quit, deleting Rorey and cancelling my account after some fond goodbyes.
Ah, well...old habits die hard, and so I'm returning. I apologize for all of that junk that just dribbled out of my mouth, but that story made me realize something. It didn't matter that those people I knew were higher-leveled than I was. All that really mattered to me in the end and made the game fun for me was to help them and see them all happy. I think that's the most important part for me, now that I really sit down and think about it: friends...