First and foremost, I AM A FINAL FANTASY FANATIC!
I've been playing Final Fantasies since FF1 (whoops giving away my age *grins*)
This game offered for me, the first time to play a Red Mage, since the very first one, and that was probably the motivator that got me into it, in the first place. (huge Rdm fan)
That being said, FFXI is also the very first MMORPG I've ever played, so the whole experience was quite amazing and overwhealming, all at the same time.
One by one, things began to permanently hook me on this game, at first the mundane things; its graphics, the amazing variety of characters, amazing system and such. As I became more adept with the technical stuff, I had more time to start taking in the sheer awe and beauty of Vana'diel. Each new zone was something amazing, and a little bit scary to venture into. Each new mob was a great new challenge. I'd marvel at all the high-level characters I'd see run by (you know...the level 25 ones *grins*), dreaming of being like them, someday.
As more and more stories began to unfold, before me, I became more engrossed in them. That's the true enjoyment of an RPG type game, the story.
I eventually found many niches, for my various characters to fit into. I plan to carry those ambitions out, in turn, with each of them. I already wrote the short stories about each of them, and I will make them into just that.
Most importantly, I think the thing that keeps me playing this game, is something I never expected to find, within it; some very good friends. Sure, there are players who will just grind and do whatever, and to them I'm just some pixilated character that has no real meaning to them, whatsoever. The truth is, though, your characters will always be a shadow of yourself, in some way. So, even if just a little bit, I've made lots of new friends here; people to share my stories, my dreams, and my adventures with, in this great world.
Does that sound weird? Not to a genuine roleplayer. Yes, I do exist outside of Final Fantasy. But, in here, I can be, at least for a little while, that hero, that mighty warrior, that awesome spellcaster, that adventurer! I fly on airships. I cast magic. I can create things from crystals. I fight epic battles against great enemies. I can save the world! And, when I'm done, I can go to the gathering place, and meet all my friends, and just sit around talking about all the things we did, or will do, and forget the real world for a while, and have a good time, relax, and have fun.