it's easy pointing fingers around saying this person did this and this one did that, but you need to know the whole story to understand what really hapened i guess.
I was really feeling sad when we started our little talk about forming a new linkshell, it was hard thinking omg the leader is getting betrayed and people will fight and hate each other. Everyone atm on the ls probably hates me with a passion and think i'm the one to blame, that i started all this, and why? because i didnt like the secrets being told in the shadows, i've always been a good person (eerrr.... in my opinion)so i organized a meeting after the ls leader was onto something to let a part of the ls know what was going on, why all of a sudden like 5 people one after another left ls, what did i get for being honest? became suspect number one.
i dont really regret a thing, just that i lost a lot of people back there while getting a new "home" ill miss you guys and i dont think ill come back on this ls one day knowing that i'm the one blamed for all this, and like i said there isnt much loving left for me back on that reformed ls i presume. I have a new "family" now, not really chatty and not many people since there is a handful that the pearlsack holder werent able to meet yet, diferent time zone is the problem now and im exping a lot so im never in towns >< . It's peaceful and quiet tho i like it as it is =)if some of the old gang would like a pearl maybe just to chat around i dont really care you guys are welcome (depends who tho sowwy, the new ls idea was to do some clean up after all wasnt it ; ;)send me a tell if you're not running away from me like the plague.
And thanks for the invitation on the reformed ls Seriph, but after pointing me out like that with a link to my rl pic "that seem to work and not work", and after calling me with a nice variety of names after i dumped my pearl on the old ls (yes i do have agents *cough*) and wishing i die in my sleep, i dont think you're being really sincere there are you? >.>
see you all wish you the best, go on with your lives and forget about the past, that's what i did or else i'd be quiting right about now....
P.S. yeah Keraya the mithra whm is also Karaya the elvaan female pld for those that are confused about this.
Edited, Tue Oct 12 19:27:03 2004 by Keraya