I am leaving.Follow

I did not have a rate-bot. I had another account with premium that I used to look up certain posters and/or post so that I could rate them up with this account. I don't think I rated on my premium account. That was years ago so I very well might have. Hell if I remember.

Yesterday was a very heart warming day. Evidently the word got out that my husband and I were splitting up and when I went back over to get some more of my stuff after he had left, we had a house full. All my friends were over there. We all hugged, I cried a lot, they even managed to make me laugh a bit. I have a friend that lives in Denton and when he heard about it, he got in the car and drove 2hrs to come see me.

I am sitting here alone right now and trying not to go crazy. I haven't eaten, barely slept, I burst into tears at random moments. This is hell. Complete hell.

Let your emotions run their course. You're human and these kinds of transitions in life really do take a toll. Allow yourself to feel because suppressing those emotions makes it harder down the road to move on.

Make a list of what you need to do and check off the list. Lists really help when you need to be on auto-pilot to get through the day.

Stop looking back and pull yourself together. You needed this change. Keep yourself busy as often as you can and when you find your mind drifting back to the scumbagyour ex, stab yourself with a pin just hard enough to draw blood.