Long story.
A few months ago I became unemployed. Was ok as the job I lost sucked anyway.
Finding new new has been a ***** and not seeming very forthcoming. Might eventually involve a move, either to the mainland or if I say **** it Asia, this ties into other issues.
Plus to add a kick my roommate is going all Johan. Which is an inside term meaning he is also unemployed and "freelancing" for money while at the same time... How do I phrase this, umm, occasionally getting wonky on his own supply. Which adds another level of stress.
Then I am also dealing with the collapse of a 4 year relationship that is turning into a slow and brutal ending. Nothing crazy just minor hints of reunion that get smashed as they start to emerge. Getting to the point of having to say don't talk to me for a year even though I want you here right now. Which makes just bouncing out a harder move as of now. This could change.
Plus the refugee of WoW is driving me nuts as the guild needs fresh blood as the other main healer server xfer's and the main OT is flaky. So raiding just makes me angry, denying me a reliable means of escape.
The sauce helps.
I want to punch babies.
edit: but on a lulz note, check this out. Edited, Dec 20th 2009 6:37am by Horsemouth