Good news and bad news this week...
I will start with the good.
This week sees the return of not only Laifierr (becuase she **** well better come back to Freelancer where she belongs) it also sees our long lost Tashumashu comming back to us. Spit the fatted calf, folks...the prodigal son has returned.
For those of you that dont really remember Tashu, he was one of the original 3 members of Freelancer, second only to Daesar after i created the pearl. In many ways he was one of the main inspirations to me creating the linkshell at all. He (and now Agilegroundhog, Drklighter and Mooni) pretty much embody what we are about as a LS.
Tashu, my old friend, its **** good to have you back again.
Now for the bad news.
Alot of you have noticed i have been a bit stressed lately, and there are many causes for that. One of which is my seemingly inability to get alot of the things i personally need for my character, done at all. I am getting up in the levels lately and my complete lack of luck with the Proms is turning into a well known joke with the people i hang out with (that and the fact i look like a giant girlscout in my ranger AF...) Also with level 70 comming up rather quickly, i really really need to get sky unlocked or im pretty much screwed.
I have taken alot of time off leveling lately trying to get some of these goals achieved but with little (read that as no) success. But im not here to complain about that. It seems recently certain people have started saying that i dont help enough people considering the fact i lead Freelancer, or that i dont spend enough time helping members and whatnot...this really hurts me personally. I have also heard people saying that now im getting up near the end of my ranger levels, i wont want to come hang out with my 'lower' friends anymore. This also is not true. **** the only 'highlevel' friend i have is Mooni, and i feel horrible for occupying any large amount of her time as it is.
We have lost some valued members recently (Sozen to name one most fresh in my mind) to other linkshells like heaven. This also stings a bit to me. It makes me wonder if i am doing something wrong, or not doing enough to make our members happy.
if i have seemed a bit 'snarly' to you or vented frustration towards you lately i apologize. There are alot of things going on
and i really dont mean to bring any of it down on your head. hopefully soon, with a little help, things will be back to normal.
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