My only real experience with a "violent" death was when I was a senior in high school. My best friend at the time was throwing a party but needed a hand setting things up so I had told him I would come over and help carry the keg in etc. I ended being about an hour late.
I showed up, according to the what they said was the time of death, about 20 minutes after he had shot himself in the head with a shotgun because his girlfriend had broken up with him. His parents would not allow me at the funeral as well as his ex girlfriend.
His ex girlfriend killed herself when she was a freshman at Pitt roughly a year later. Other than that my only real experiences are with elderly family members passing away, and preparing for my father to pass.
Is this defined as morbid or emo?