Two years and many adventures later,
I've found via FFXI, two women whom I love, one, a 35yr old woman, has since left the game but can't wait to see me IRL and I suspect, have my babies. :)
The other woman, is a coitish young woman barely into her 20s, recently got a RL boyfriend, and not really sure about us.
I love them both deeply, but what the latter told me got me thinking, "I want you to be happy", she's not sure she loves me yet, even tho' I try to woo her. She responds to my flirts.
Between the two, I prefer the latter, she was always there for me, the 1st woman however, was a complete jerk. >.<
I've never seen either but I love the character of the 2nd.
Therefore: Take the bird that's in the hand, or the one in the bush...
Edit: I plan to settle down soon, 28yr old now, and quite frankly getting a green card from the former is quite attractive. She's also been around the block from what she's said, and quite frankly I'm convinced she'll be glad to be me until we both grow old and die...
However, I'm torn with the life of the latter, young 'un, with all sorts of ideals, which quite possible end in a messy divorce as she looks for greener pastures. :\
Edited, Sun Apr 9 06:41:12 2006 by Ryuukage