I've pretty much lost interest in these boards. Not because there isnt enough activity, but because they've become too big and i dont care enough to read through all the threads. Plus, i dislike most of the new members. The icing on the cake is im not a post count god anymore.
I'll probably periodically pop in to give a status report (as if anyone gives a sh*t). I may be found posting on the somethingawful message boards, but i imagine ill primarily be a lurker.
If anyone cares about those status reports here is the first of them (and possibly the last?).
Girl wise im doing fine. nothing much going on there. steady for over 4 months with Nina now. still have gotten past 3rd base =\.
I've become rather delinquent in the last month or so. I've stolen drum set equipment from my school totalling about 200 bucks (over two different occasions). I drink every weekend. I have no interest in school. im trying for nothing better than a C in all my classes. enough to avoid **** from my parents and coast through until the weekends.
debalic would be proud to know that at the rate im going ill be a complete pot head in a month or two. i just recently started smoking (first time was like two weeks ago, and i smoked just a bit). saturday i got some really nice stuff and i've been smoking it every day since. due to my parents ignorance i can get 40 bucks a week easy between the two of them, so i can afford to keep it up till im out of the house, which wont be for ahwhile.
oh, and im posting high right now. so please forgive any spelling mistakes or anything that just plain doesnt make any damn sense.
oh, and this post isnt for all you new f*ck tards. i expect you to not give a ****, so go suck giant infected monkey balls if you want to say anything. for all you old f*ck tards, i dont expect more than a handful of you to care, so anyone who doesnt give a **** can go suck giant infected monkey balls also if they want to say something negative.
oh... and i forgot...
still on anti-depressants. doing a so so job, i guess. could be any number of things keeping me from being depressed. suicidal tendencies pretty much gone. although right now going on a month long drug binge and finally ODing on something sounds like it wouldnt be all bad.
oh, and i know im probably ******** myself over here in the long run with all this drug business. I made a concious decision to possibly "***** up" my life. outside of getting arrested/killed there isnt much that can go horribly wrong. mom and pop have money out the wazoo (as i've mentioned in previous posts) so i have a nice saftey net should i fall too far.
so. yeah. this is probably good bye for ahwhile, if not forever.
Thanks go to these people (in no particular order) for making these boards enjoyable for so long.
Totem, Thundra, Smasharoo, Gbaji, Skeeter. there are considerably more of you, but those are the only people i can remember now (given my current state). i know there are many more, so on the assumption that any of you care (probably a bad one, but kind of sucks for you guys i guess) ill add more if i remember while sober.