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AH,
Are you still on those meds? When did you get a girlfriend again? Have you been possessed by the spirit of someone from an alternate reality?
Maybe it's time for an update?
Are you still on those meds? When did you get a girlfriend again? Have you been possessed by the spirit of someone from an alternate reality?
Maybe it's time for an update?
yup, still on the meds. i wouldnt say they make me "happier", just more "energetic" and more likely to think about suicide while out roller skating, as opposed to crying in my bed. i dont know if thats an improvement, but i atleast "look" happy now.
im now seeing the rapist, errr a therapist. she blows, alot. i've only had one visit but i was less than pleased with it. all she wanted to do was talk about my drinking "problem". i have another appointment monday and ill see what happens. all i have to say is i dont think shes worth 125$ an hour (luckily insurance picks up 100 of it).
well, despite my best efforts to remain without a girlfriend (having been led to believe all women are evil harpies!) i succumbed again to their lure. I managed to turn down Keri (previously thought to be spelled cary, for those of you who keep up with my updates) without much trouble but Nina (another one of Tara's friends, mwahahahaha) somehow tricked me into thinking that maybe all girls arent that bad afterall.
"officially" we've been boyfriend/girlfriend since new years day, but i suppose, depending on your interpretation of what makes someone a couple, you could say we've been together about a month. basically towards the end of this semester she said she wanted to talk to me later. so i called her and we basically reached the conclusion that we would see a movie together sometime over winter break. it was the teenage equivalent of saying "lets do lunch".
as sappy as this is going to sound (please dont throw rocks at me) i've never felt this way about any other girl, and i didnt always feel this way about her, so im inclined to believe it isnt pure infatuation. with everyone else it was i hope she puts out. now its more along the lines of wow, i think i "love" her. i hope she puts out.
as for being possesed... i can say with assurance "yes, i am".
EDIT: okay, upon re-reading the therapist paragraph i learned that it can be interpreted in rather suggestive ways. lets just say you probably need to get your mind out of the gutter.
/em glares at totem
Edited, Sun Jan 4 02:14:19 2004 by Angry Hippo
Edited, Sun Jan 4 02:17:38 2004 by Angry Hippo