I posted this on the main forum, but meant to put this here.. where it belongs. With the people who claimed to be my friends, but were really only using me in my depressed state.
Later guys, I had fun being rejected by ffxi society. I thought I was a loser in real life, but you guys showed me how to really be one in game life. So I'm making this post in one last attempt to be accepted as an individual. Because no one understands that my life is nothing but a swirling dark abyss and that I like to eat tacos, a lot.
/wrists is always joked about, but you guys don't really know what it means to be gothic. Neither do I though, but I pretend at it better than you all. That's the point, and that's why I'm right. But even being right, I'm still a loser. That's just how emo I am. I loved to play dark knight. It helped express my inner feelings.
I just wish people would accept me as I am. I wish I didn't have to write dark poetry, wear make-up and black clothes to fit in.
Does anyone understand my feelings?