Recently i got around to read the book the lord of the rings by Tolkien. I was so slacking off and then this. I wasn't expecting it. It didn't suprise me, but i certainly wasn't expecting. My life was a bit dreamish-nightmarish touched before, but it turned into hellish.
You probably already guess it.
I'm a complete outcast, having no ties to anybody, but that doesn't make Your head free. You CAN'T even have a free head in this world. It's impossible, i could even tell You why (it has something to do, with what they call magick)*).
I got rashes, everything is itching and scratching, at least dreaming became stable. I reinscribed to university rather quick and am working on 'my' metaphysics to get my head clear, but it's so hard to coin into words, even though it's an extraordinary simple principle (it's about evil and not-evil nuff said **); sounds cheesy, but it seems to be a fact). Probably i shouldn't even have bothered at all, because the existance of idiots is nothing that needs prove.
Things fell into place so fast (unfortunately not instantly) that's why i am relenting in a loathing way.
The worst part is my connection to this guy:
Inevitably i thought (and that proves my poor reading) he must like, what this is all about, but the more i found out, the more obvious it became that he is the guy, who'll (just about) least like this, because he wants to remain hidden. All of them want to remain hidden behind facades. (That's just how <gory> this is.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6_RZhh44NY (Sailormoon Intro) got a boyfriend, who is probably, hopefully? a pirate http://www.feuerwerksvitrine.de/feuerwerk-artikel/210076.jpg still...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djV11Xbc914&ob=av2n (Take on me) same girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpmILPAcRQo (Dirty Dancing Ending)
and Liv Tyler, are motherhood and marriage supposed to be fake?
DID you know that she is international spokesperson of Givenchy?
Balin isn't a dwarf
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5L9pvwKSjE&ob=av2n (HiM - Heartkiller)
'top hats off to the return'...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrP4c0m_Zi0 (Madonna -Celebration)
(i'm not @#%^ing with you: Does something catch Your eye?)
obviously i couldn't catch Amroth http://muskelkater.files.wordpress.com/2009/10/amor_mit_pfeil.jpg?w=600 (Amor is an entirely different guy). i plainly couldn't see the trail. I wouldn't have thought of it. 'If people continue doeing everything just for fun, eventually somebody will kill/shoot for fun. << did You see it? I still do have to get him, but now it a) doesn't change a thing anymore and b) it's much harder: do i care about going to prison/mental institution? why don't i just fill pages and pages with COMPLETE garbage and make certain everybody is able to read the crap i write? Know what, i'd LOVE to kill somebody, just anybody.
Awsome is Liam Neeson. It looks, like he'd be completely for <me>, but he really is @#%^ing with me. Best is 'five minutes of heaven' (assumption probably being: once i figure out, i'll have my five minutes of heaven and everything is going back to normal) THEY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCto3PCn8wo are even the worst. I wouldn't have minded if i would have felt that way.
I don't have the best of families. My dad turns out even to be Satan, who is Poseidon (god of the sea, without the surrounding oceans), who later became Odin, is the 'father' in christian believe, supreme ruler of the world. ('Qwerty' seriously)
So i am god 'the almighty' then.
Guess, who this guy is: http://cache2.allpostersimages.com/p/LRG/10/1062/3YUL000Z/poster/hugo-weaving.jpg the egyptian sun god
They knew, the second i find out, i'll get raped. I started painting: http://www.kunstnet.de/KlemensKellner, but i just atarted out) Anyhow... according to 'You don't mess with the Zohan' we are supposed to make the sound later on. This all has to go away: bad jobs, boredom, suckiness in general, povetry, (hunger), disease, age, .. the plague we supposedly already defeated, Gandalf and me) Man, i'm so mad still. If you want to see this WoW (because i play again recently) who, intentionally, or not, tried to figure out possible scenarios, we are Nerubians. At least, i figure, because Nerubians don't trust. (I lost any trust years ago, when i became what they call schizophrenic (ugly disease). So i guess i have to cure schizophrenia, man i couldn't think of anything better to do. It's basically a mental dieseas which seems to come from sh*t inside peoples heads.
*) I don't know, if You are familiar with the term 'your inner child'. Magick works by working out what you want with your 'inner child'. Turns out your 'inner child' is this guy: http://bilder.filmstarts.de/r_450_x/medias/nmedia/18/74/83/96/19263789.jpg (It's, no matter, what You do, You need to cut a deal with Your inner child. Some are plainly 'more aware' about this *cough*) In other words, nothing Hopkins doesn't get, will ever work.
**) It's complete free will. 'Sucks, huh?' (What you gonna do? You can't just say it sucks. It's a fact. What you gonna do about it?)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c-60thcqJWw (HiM - The beginning of the End (sad damn version))
The ..'deadly viper assassination squad' does really exist
The pretty reckless
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