I only clicked 'Post' once.
The paper is on using immersion as a didactic tool in history teaching to increase learning. The amount of literature I have go sift through, though, is unmanageable, and my teachers want me to send them text all the time. It feels like I'm writing two assignments - one from a pedagogical point of view and one from an academical point of view - on the same subject, at the same time.
Doesn't help that I think it's a completely pointless assignment. Why should a 25-page paper on a subject decide whether or not I get to be a teacher? Every single internship has ended in the assisting teacher praising me as a natural. I've even got a part-time job as a teacher, but it all comes down to whether or not I manage to write this paper within the month.