First and foremost, you came to OUR message board and whined, we didn't seek you out.
Secondly, Its a form of entertainment and a cheap one too, half a dollar a (.30 if you pay for a year) day to play on the monthly schedule (assuming 30 day months divided by 15, 10/30 = .30 cents..) so even if it costs you little more than one hundred dollars, its one of the cheapest forms of entertainment.
Third, The everquest community always wants more players, we strive (except the trolls) to be helpful to real noobs. But we absolutely 100% do not want any players who spam Sony's boards, who cheat (mod, hack, etc.), who act like the victims (break the rules as you see fit, do not **** when reprimanded), then complain some more on another board.
This is a game for a mature player, you want easy, want to curse a lot, want to grief, cheat, pretty much ruin the game? Go play World of Warcraft, cause we don't want you.